hello, Justine.

This is only my private Tumblr. I use this to spill my thoughts I can't express on my normal Tumblr.
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because yaknow, it’s chuck bass.

been a while since i posted on this blog.

average/not as amazing texters, 

they lack experience, but that shows they don’t mess around and plays games as much. still cute. haha. i feel so freakin’ lame whenever i start smiling to myself. but ohmagaw, i can’t wait to see him. i love being around him. likin’ his vibe.

first dates are always the most awkward. 

but damn. this kid got me cheesin’ so hard..shit.

10007.) You lead me on. But you chose her in the end.  

LOL. not even like it’s relevant anymore. but i laughed when i saw this.

(Source: blogconfession)

nigga’s so cute, got me cheesin’ mad hard. youknooow.

wish i was on that city swag. 

damn. once i get money, i’m stepping my game up.

fuck bitches boys, get money. i don’t even know what the hell i want anymore. i just know i’m bored and i’m getting tired of everything. 

wah D: 

i’ve spent the last 45 minutes looking for a video and i can’t find it! D: it’s session 4 from the discovery camp in 2009. the session about love. i don’t really know what made me think of it, but i reaaally want to find it and i can’t. T_T

its like 1:30 and i’m not tired, wtf. at least i don’t hafta get up early tomorrow ;D

this kid is so adorkably cute. i haven’t used that word since the 8th grade, lmao. but he is. he’s so lame. and he makes me feel lame. wtf. why am i talking about this here. why am i not tired. lmfao. 

wanna know what’s weird? 

realizing you follow the ex of the person you like/talking to/attracted to. AND THEN realizing you remember seeing pictures of them together. lmao. weird as haaail.

but anyways, what’s been on my mind lately?

-this kid’s so freaking adorable. he makes me smile. he just needs to be more interesting while texting tho. -__-

-but i don’t wanna fall for someone who won’t catch me again. i know this kid’s maaaad different than the last one; he’s not the type to play or cheat a girl, plus his friends are actuuuuually nice guys. unlike a certain someone*cough cough*. whatever, not even gonna. but you never know. guys are guys. they all turn out to be assholes in some way or another.

-i’m doing that thing again where i say i’m not looking, but my eyes were open the whole time. i have an issue with closing them. i can have all the reminders in the world of why i need to close them, but i never can. i don’t know. but whatever. it wasn’t even me this time, this nigga talked to me first. lmfao.

-my sister & her boyfriends 2 years is today. how did they last this long..

-i look at how excited texas was for their precon and i look at us, and it makes me sad. we weren’t that excited to go, honestly most of us were excited just b/c we haven’t seen each other in so long. but the sessions were reallllly good. i wish more people were there because reaaal issues within our community were addressed and talked about. like, the people that really needed to hear those talks, weren’t there.

-plus ny showed nj up on literally everything. oh and it made me sad when i saw how cute ny was. and nj we’re separated by clusters/friends. everyone, especially south, just chills with their friends. and i admit, yes, i tend to do that too. but i at least say hi to other people and make an effort.

-this girl should really tell him what’s up. yer leading him on, and i really don’t like it. yer mad chill and i like how i’ve become friends w/ you recently, but he’s a good friend of mine and you like someone else that we all know. you should be the one to tell him this, not her.

-seeing how much you’ve drifted makes me sad. and judging from the tumblr post you made about it, you know it pretty well too. but i still miss you. all of south does, actually.

-talking to you yesterday was awkward and funny as haaaail. you still haven’t texted me, liar. haha yer weird. i wonder if i’ll be seeing you a lot next year since yer going to rutgers.

-seeing YOUUUU yesterday was funny. and it made me smile. i hope i see more of you this summer.

i can’t think of anything else. i missed making these vents. i missed tumblr in general haha. okay, bye.